unaccompanied, by yourself, on your own, unaided.
is it that hard? to be alone? to not feel the warmth of someone u know beside u? u can be surrounded by a sea of people and still feel alone. of course. but what about doing something on your own? going to the bathroom alone, (yes, i mean without asking ur friend to come along) have lunch on your own, watch a movie alone?
today i took a train (pic), alone, to Hornsby mall coz i just had to get out of the house. the walls were starting to feel like they were closing in on me. yeah. anyway, i went to the mall to do some shopping and then sat down and had some sushi by myself. yup. i know i sound like a loner and everything but it actually felt good. i was free, to go anywhere, for as long as i liked and not worry bout anyone or anything else. except the train schedules.
it felt good.
(smells like teen spirit - Nirvana)
tired,
gillian
2 comments:
hey u! =D garrick here..so how's life in aus? life's the same here in m'sia...sucky! XD
yah get what u mean by the "do i sound like a loner to you"
sometimes i just shut the f'k up so bad its like i'm crazy emo....i had put a wall around myself last term.....fortunately,the walls are slowly but surely coming down.I have to live this life don't i
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